my honey and me yahoo messanger talk

Park Chulsu: hoypurpleheart_sheila30: o?Park Chulsu: still problem
purpleheart_sheila30: oo
Park Chulsu: whats problem?
Park Chulsu: all
purpleheart_sheila30: oo
purpleheart_sheila30: i want patay my self!
purpleheart_sheila30: im already head ache
Park Chulsu: you thing
Park Chulsu: how will be help our
purpleheart_sheila30: im really really tired
purpleheart_sheila30: why all problem happened now!
purpleheart_sheila30: why destiny wants i fixed all problem alone!?
Park Chulsu: sorry im not there
Park Chulsu: do you ask computer install guy?
Park Chulsu: gilmore
purpleheart_sheila30: oo i already asked and he dont answer my call
purpleheart_sheila30: last last night your drunk! you know i have lot's of problem here i want tell you but you are drunk and you cannot understand me maybe!
Park Chulsu: did you dont use another sell phone
purpleheart_sheila30: i already use! pamy cellphone he dont answer
purpleheart_sheila30: you know handy cafe also broken last last night
purpleheart_sheila30: i need un install and install again all
Park Chulsu: do you ask another network guy?
purpleheart_sheila30: no
purpleheart_sheila30: i do all by my self
purpleheart_sheila30: and now im trying!
purpleheart_sheila30: many try
purpleheart_sheila30: im tired
Park Chulsu: wait
Park Chulsu: here geust
Park Chulsu: oo
purpleheart_sheila30: what i dont understand you
Park Chulsu: nothing now
Park Chulsu: you talk me
Park Chulsu: you talk to me
purpleheart_sheila30: what i talk to you?!
purpleheart_sheila30: even i told you... you can not help!!!
Park Chulsu: about computer shop problem
Park Chulsu: and there story
Park Chulsu: i know
Park Chulsu: i can not help you
purpleheart_sheila30: handy cafe last last night problem, internet always problem expensive bills' and now deep freez
Park Chulsu: so i want your problem
Park Chulsu: oo
Park Chulsu: you can not uninstall?
purpleheart_sheila30: you tell me how uninstall deep freez and later computershop close time i will made
Park Chulsu: you will be open cam
purpleheart_sheila30: i cannot all cam use
purpleheart_sheila30: now!
Park Chulsu: you find deep freeze manual
Park Chulsu: web-site
Park Chulsu: google
purpleheart_sheila30: i alreeady find
Park Chulsu: so
purpleheart_sheila30: all bear icon not here!
Park Chulsu: turn off and turnon again
purpleheart_sheila30: i try same
Park Chulsu: really
purpleheart_sheila30: oo why you think i can lie this time
purpleheart_sheila30: ?!!!!
Park Chulsu: bear i con not there
purpleheart_sheila30: all not here!
Park Chulsu: you find my computer-controll
purpleheart_sheila30: what computer control
Park Chulsu: oo
purpleheart_sheila30: pok you tell me how!
Park Chulsu: i want show your computer
purpleheart_sheila30: how show?
Park Chulsu: im not remember
Park Chulsu: you use cam
purpleheart_sheila30: wait i look another cam dont use
Park Chulsu: why not open
Park Chulsu: same
Park Chulsu: same error
purpleheart_sheila30: you see?
Park Chulsu: ok
Park Chulsu: you go my computer
purpleheart_sheila30: and?
Park Chulsu: you use laptop now
purpleheart_sheila30: oo
Park Chulsu: you use counter computer
purpleheart_sheila30: wait
purpleheart_sheila30: i will patay`your loptop?
Park Chulsu: nopurpleheart_sheila30: why i will use computer in counter?
Park Chulsu: you will chart laptop
Park Chulsu: my laptop deep freeze not there
purpleheart_sheila30: ok
purpleheart_sheila30: how can i bring cam there? far
Park Chulsu: you move laptop table
purpleheart_sheila30: you just tell me how uninstall
Park Chulsu: i want show counter computer
purpleheart_sheila30: if you dont remember i will do it my self
Park Chulsu: hoy do you smok there
purpleheart_sheila30: no
purpleheart_sheila30: oo
Park Chulsu: i see now your hand
purpleheart_sheila30: oo nga diba
Park Chulsu: hoy
Park Chulsu: why patay cam
purpleheart_sheila30: i dint patay noh i only fixed idle
purpleheart_sheila30:
purpleheart_sheila30: i will do it my self i will not sleep i stay here
Park Chulsu: you go to my computer
Park Chulsu: open cam
purpleheart_sheila30: ok. ok. i know i try later after comp.shop finish
purpleheart_sheila30: you sleep now
Park Chulsu: hoyPark Chulsu: open cam
Park Chulsu: now
Park Chulsu: show me your face
purpleheart_sheila30: why?
Park Chulsu: why
Park Chulsu: ok
Park Chulsu: you dont want
purpleheart_sheila30: what?
purpleheart_sheila30: hoy
Park Chulsu: hoy
Park Chulsu: pangit
Park Chulsu: hehe
purpleheart_sheila30: i know im pangit
purpleheart_sheila30: now many
purpleheart_sheila30: i look now old girl
purpleheart_sheila30: because i can not fix my self
Park Chulsu: how aare you old?
purpleheart_sheila30: because im always
purpleheart_sheila30: busy
purpleheart_sheila30: stress
Park Chulsu: i know
purpleheart_sheila30: problem
Park Chulsu: im sorry
Park Chulsu: you seem many stress
purpleheart_sheila30: i dont have many times for my self
Park Chulsu: you find computer knowhow man
Park Chulsu: hoy why i dont see you
purpleheart_sheila30: i cry
purpleheart_sheila30: i dont want you see
Park Chulsu: where is you papa
Park Chulsu: why cry
purpleheart_sheila30: i find my self try verry difficult
purpleheart_sheila30: im many think
Park Chulsu: what are you want?
purpleheart_sheila30: nothinng
purpleheart_sheila30: i dont know
Park Chulsu: what about think
purpleheart_sheila30: all
Park Chulsu: you talk me your think
purpleheart_sheila30: sometimes i dont know what im think! maybe im already crazy
Park Chulsu: you try little time
Park Chulsu: next month i will go there
Park Chulsu: we togather find
Park Chulsu: which is bettre
purpleheart_sheila30: ok
Park Chulsu: i know you try
purpleheart_sheila30: of course
purpleheart_sheila30: even you dont know i try
Park Chulsu: gest still there
purpleheart_sheila30: oo
purpleheart_sheila30: im sad because im many problem im many tired and im many stess but im still fat
Park Chulsu: i know
Park Chulsu: i see your body
purpleheart_sheila30: oo
purpleheart_sheila30: im still fat
Park Chulsu: really
purpleheart_sheila30: oo
purpleheart_sheila30: you see me dibs still fat?
purpleheart_sheila30:
Park Chulsu: i dont think that so
purpleheart_sheila30: im still fat
Park Chulsu: where is my dahong
purpleheart_sheila30: tahong!
purpleheart_sheila30: i sale!
Park Chulsu: oo
Park Chulsu: you want patay
purpleheart_sheila30: why?
Park Chulsu: if you sale your tahong
Park Chulsu: im not go there
purpleheart_sheila30: you afraid me?
Park Chulsu: oo
purpleheart_sheila30: hahahaha
purpleheart_sheila30: im not afraid because i will go ther
purpleheart_sheila30: i will patay you
Park Chulsu: reallyPark Chulsu: oo
Park Chulsu: you patay me in bed
purpleheart_sheila30: i dont sale your tahomg
Park Chulsu: of couse
purpleheart_sheila30: i keep here only reserve
purpleheart_sheila30: because only for special
Park Chulsu: you dont tuch my tahong
purpleheart_sheila30: no one will buy....MAHAL
Park Chulsu: baliu
purpleheart_sheila30: IM BALIW?
purpleheart_sheila30: OO IM BALIW
purpleheart_sheila30: LATER I WILL PATAY MY SELF BECAUSE IM BALIW!!!!
Park Chulsu: i want check my tahong now
purpleheart_sheila30: YOUR BALIW HOW CHECK?!
Park Chulsu: i will check cam
purpleheart_sheila30: NGEK!!! MANY PEOPLE HERE
purpleheart_sheila30: BALIW
purpleheart_sheila30: BALIW
Park Chulsu: oo
purpleheart_sheila30: I WILL SEND YOUR TAHONG AIRPOST
Park Chulsu: im baliw
Park Chulsu: long tim no use my .....
purpleheart_sheila30: YOU USE NOW
Park Chulsu: hoy
purpleheart_sheila30: YOU USE NOW
Park Chulsu: how use
purpleheart_sheila30: U TRY
purpleheart_sheila30: HOW USE
Park Chulsu: you know how use?
purpleheart_sheila30: HOW IS YOUR A/S ALREADY FINISH?
purpleheart_sheila30: HOY
purpleheart_sheila30: NOT YET?
Park Chulsu: maybe tomorw i wll fix
purpleheart_sheila30: ONLY TOMMOROW STARTS?
purpleheart_sheila30: WHY?
Park Chulsu: no
Park Chulsu: long time im try
purpleheart_sheila30: WHEN FINISH?
Park Chulsu: maybe tommorow
purpleheart_sheila30:
purpleheart_sheila30: TOMMOROW FINISH?
Park Chulsu: oo
Park Chulsu: i will
purpleheart_sheila30: AND AFTER FINISH WHERE YOUJ GO?
Park Chulsu: longtime im not finish thats why many times rain
Park Chulsu: who
purpleheart_sheila30: AHHHH
purpleheart_sheila30: AFTER FINSH WHERE YOU GO?
Park Chulsu: i will go to my syster house
Park Chulsu: and
Park Chulsu: i will meet many
peplepurpleheart_sheila30: AH OKEY WHEN YOU GO BACK HERE?
Park Chulsu: next month 14
purpleheart_sheila30: REALLY
Park Chulsu: maybe
purpleheart_sheila30: WHY MAYBE?
purpleheart_sheila30: NOT SURE?
Park Chulsu: if tommorow i will go to seoul
purpleheart_sheila30: WHAT?
Park Chulsu: i will check many about airport tiket
purpleheart_sheila30: AHHH... DO YOU HAVE COLD?
Park Chulsu: no
Park Chulsu: im here very cold
purpleheart_sheila30: AAAHHH... BECAUSE AIRPORT NOW VERRY STRICT
Park Chulsu: last day last day snowing here
purpleheart_sheila30: REALLY DO YOU HAVE PICTURE OR VIDEO?
Park Chulsu: only m.t
purpleheart_sheila30: AHHH OK
Park Chulsu: who is there about your familly?
purpleheart_sheila30: PAOLO AND PAMY
purpleheart_sheila30: TOGETHER HERE
Park Chulsu: your still dont talk
purpleheart_sheila30: WE ALREADY TALK!
Park Chulsu: oo
Park Chulsu: good
purpleheart_sheila30: OPO
purpleheart_sheila30: OPPA
Park Chulsu: 오빠
purpleheart_sheila30: OO
Park Chulsu: 언니
Park Chulsu: thats mean syster
purpleheart_sheila30: 언니 WHATS MEANS?
purpleheart_sheila30: 오빠 I KNOW
Park Chulsu: syster
purpleheart_sheila30: OK
Park Chulsu: hoy 언니
purpleheart_sheila30: YOU THINK IM YOUR SISTER?
Park Chulsu: ㅐㅐ
Park Chulsu: oo
Park Chulsu: hehe
purpleheart_sheila30: HE HE
purpleheart_sheila30: REALLY?
Park Chulsu: honey?
purpleheart_sheila30: O?
Park Chulsu: you call me 10 minute later
purpleheart_sheila30: WHY?
Park Chulsu: i will go to my room
purpleheart_sheila30: OK
Park Chulsu: ok
Park Chulsu: my honey buy
Park Chulsu: kiss me
purpleheart_sheila30: BYE MY KUYA
purpleheart_sheila30: MWWWWAAAAAHHHH
purpleheart_sheila30: HAHAHAHAHA
purpleheart_sheila30: BALIW
Park Chulsu: i miss your bed
purpleheart_sheila30: ME TOO....
purpleheart_sheila30: I ALWAYS SMELL YOUR PILLOW
Park Chulsu: bed cin
purpleheart_sheila30: AND YOUR PANTY
purpleheart_sheila30: HAHAHAHAHAHA
Park Chulsu: baliwpurpleheart_sheila30: REALLY....
Park Chulsu: honey
purpleheart_sheila30: IM ALWAYS HUG YOUR PILLOW
purpleheart_sheila30: O?
purpleheart_sheila30: WHY HONEY?
Park Chulsu: 10 minute
purpleheart_sheila30: OPO
Park Chulsu: buy
purpleheart_sheila30: YES SIR
purpleheart_sheila30: BYE
purpleheart_sheila30: MWAAAAAHHHHH
Park Chulsu: hoy
purpleheart_sheila30: BYE
purpleheart_sheila30: I LOVE YOU
Park Chulsu: sige
purpleheart_sheila30: SIGE
purpleheart_sheila30: SIGN OUT
Park Chulsu: ok
purpleheart_sheila30:
purpleheart_sheila30: HEEEHEE
Park Chulsu has signed out. (2009-04-29 오전 12:33)

april 27,2009

i dont know whats happening to me. maybe its all just because of my sick and my stress...
i was in my computershop playing games, when my husband give me a massage in yahoo messanger!
he is drunk while chstting with me! i tell him i need talk to himm about my many problem here in computershop. long time problem in internet! in handy cafe server also have problem! many costumer are angry because of the inconvinience, thats why im ASAP fixed the problem... and luckly uninstall the software and install again are effective to fixed the problem! im many stress. also the internet become the problem here in shop which i dont have a clue how to fixed, just wait for the globelines to fixed it! thats why the sales of this computershop became low this past few days!...
HAAAAY! having a business is not my line! maybe that's why i have a lot of stress alone managing this shop!
its verry difficult to manage a difficult business is you dont expirience a difficult life! now im 22 still i think its verry young age to have a business but still im trying hard because of PARK CHUL SU!
i hope he is apriciate my hard try!

MY WONDERFUL LIFE

Many people think that when they lived terrible it ends up teribble which i dont beleive is true! life is wonderful and God give us a time some time a chance to change our life.. like what happened in me..
i stop studying when i finished high school.. i think this will be the last time i will feel good,,, because that time i think that i can’t never get my dream to here somebody call me maam, i try to work in many place.. a different kind of work, i become a sales lady in mall and a service crew in a past food.. i become verry tired every day, but my salary is verry low.. some time i think.., not sometimes but every time i think that even i work 100 years i connot afford to buy my dream house.. i connot have a business…
thats why i loose a hope in my life.. i stop woterrible we seperate when im pregnant, and thats because my parents dont like him.!
thats when i start to think.. this is not the end of my life.. i dont need to think i make it verry easy because nothing happened. God gave me a daugther to tell me i need to make my life woth for my daughter
rk and try to make things easy… i always drink together my friend which brings me to meet my ROEL YANSON,, he become my boyfriend and we have a one daugther..
first time we have a good life.. but after a few months it become verry
-->

MY FEELING'S....

i feel sad! today i feel verry emotional!
i miss mr.park! this time when he come back to korea, he became verry busy!
i want to call him but i think he will just say that he is busy!
some times.... he visit his son, he say he is busy and dont tell me his together his son!
i think im not that important to him!
sometimes i thinking.... "does he really loves me?" "did he miss me?"
i dont even know what's he doing now or what's in his mind!
in the philippines im special and in korea automatic im forgotten!
i dont what i am with him... am i girlfriend? am i treated as a wife?
did he using me just to lived and make business in philippines?
did they are`right for telling me that i am just a nothing with them and i am just a past time!
i'm afraid! what if its true? what about me?
what about my feelings?
hhaaaa.... i am already having head ache with this and its too much...
i wish im not like just pathetic or something

MONEY OR FRIENDSHIP OR LOVE?

i guess i am really taking my chance! this is a story really happened to me and i will never forget!....
before i am working in the bar i've become a friend of a bar owner she is a filipina with a korean boyfriend! well he become a very close friend of mine!
that was my first time to work in the bar, thats why im shy and feeling small to my self.. she tell me"dont get shy for working as a bar girl! the important thing is you are working and you gain money!" well i get a confident and become verry famouse in the bar! we become best friend, even though some of the workers are angry with me becausenim close with her i dont care..but after a month.. all workers are surprised when the real owner of the bar cane there! (mr.park)
he is the real owner and friend of my friend boyfriend! well they say that they put her name there because the korean owner (mr.prk) can't put the business on her name! time past i dont even stare at him! i feel angry with him.. why he came here in philippines? to get tha bar? he is not talking {because he dont know to speak english verry well} later i dont know what happened we become close and always go on dating.. that time my friend filipina owner change! she's not talking to me any more until one time we become enemy already... she dont want me to be close to mr.park! my mind already think that she is threaten that maybe mr.park and me will later have a relationship and mr.park get the business and put in my name! well before i dont think about the bar but my feelings with mr.park! she tried many things just to make us separate! but love are`verry strong! thats why i choose love and she... i think she choose to get money than our friendship thats why now we are enemy

GRO: MY OPINION!!!

this is my girl friend when im working in

"spicy one ktv bar" im not shy to say that before i work as a guest relation officer or "GRO" of what they say. many people are shy or hidding there work, but me im not afraid!

(IM BEFORE A GRO)

many people say that GRO are dirtykind of work,and all that work as that is a dirty girl, some say's they are "bitch" and family breaker. Now that i have a blog, I guess this is my time to say what i feel about this kind of job.. i think this is my chance to change some people think about this kind of work...

being a GRO is not a bad job. they are not dirty. even though they are entertaining many different guy that goes in the bar.. that doesn't mean that they are also together go outside that guys and let them fuck her! maybe there are some girls work as a GRO are bitch and fucking girl! but i want to tell every one....please dont say all because not all GRO are fucking bitch.. some of them are brave and strong! STRONG on temptation! they are working and drink but they dont go out with another guy.. many people always think that GRO is bad but dont think that even not a GRO can be a dirty girl. there are a office girl, a teacher a doctor a high level girl but fuck with different guy and broke a family.. i keep wondering why they dont see it and always the girl working on bar are those they always check.. i want to say im proud that im a GRO because im working and im not steeling money... im working hard and im not getting money in a bad ways or for selling my body but for entertaining the people who are going in the bar..

WHEN HE GO HOME!!!

its been a weeks when my husband go to korea.
haaay... i miss him! his hug, his kiss, the way he talk
and smile. this time im alone managing our computer
shop! 1:30 am when i call him because of high electric bill
in our computershop! at that time he is eating lunch.
his voice seems not good when he hear about our expensive
electric bill... but he is busy so we dont talk to much,..
he say he will try to call me later through yahoo messanger
hope he call me! i really miss his voice and i really want
to talk to him long time! well just blog when he call me!

see yah!

hi this is my first blog so i will introduce my self first!
I am sheila mae manlangit 21 years old, single ooops... ahmmm.. married?!
now i dont know my statua.. am i single or am i married.. i have a boyfriend!...
(yes i have) he is a korean.. actually we are together lived in one house.
"lived in" but where not yet married! but we treated each other like husband and wife.
thay say we must get married, but we both think that we are not yet ready to get married..
i also have a baby she is 2 years old she is rihanna... she is my baby before i met my korean boy friend. im a single mom when my boyfriend or husband come to my life.. and im so glad that he accepted me even i already have a baby in other guy! well im now happy with my life and nothing more to wish for.. i have a woderful daughter, a loving and caring husband, and a good business.., (yes) we have a business my husband and i are managing our own computershop! one of the biggest computershop here in our place. and as of now it is successful!

well... this is my first blog, and i hope you will find it interested to view all my blogs coming soon... next time i post a blog i will put a picture so it will be much interested to view..
SEE YAH IN MY NEXT BLOG....